sentimental fool

to salvage my sanity, i must blog.

it seems like my constant ranting about the situation to some friends still isn't enough to keep my mouth shut about it. a sign of craziness is when you can't seem to stop talking about something, i.e. when it is all you want to and can talk about, no matter how many times you've already blabbed about it to friends. even if it just covers the exact same situation, exact same people and exact same last-times of events. and so i thank all my wonderful friends and cousin who have lent their ears to me, for constantly listening about the same ol damn thing. i thank them for the endless support. you make life so much easier for me. you make the world easier for me to breathe in. and of course, the perpetual support of this blog, which despite the already existing entries about the subject still offers space for me to continuously talk about it. and so back now to being crazy.

i have thought about putting together all the wonderful, sentimental, applicable, killer songs in this blog. i did not intend to put them sooner, i.e. now. but due to lack of motivation to work on anything school-related, i am here doing it now:

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listening to these songs both helps and doesn't. they don't because they just make me feel miserable. but at the same time, they also do because... [it's too cheesy to say it over here. continued in the other blog.]