lesson learned and a whole lot more...

it was soo stupid of me to have forgotten my blog username. i told myself: what the hell, this is just your second day and you already dont know what your username is?!?!? it's like forgetting your own name. or not really. im fond of using too many different usernames (and before, passwords) anyway. that reminds me of the 150+ email addresses ive had. (i surely wasted my time on that. hahaha.) good thing blog doesnt only offer a password recovery service but also a username recovery one for stupid people like me. and on that page, it says: forgot your username too? (or something like that...) i just thought that maybe as the webmaster was doing that, he had in mind... "any stupid people out there?" ouch. bull's eye. haha. anyway...

i didn' t leave the house today until around 430. i got so engrossed in this movie called the emperor's club. when i first saw it a couple of days ago, i thought that was dead poets society... but i was wrong. so i ignored it the first time. but kanina, since i had lots of free time and wasn't in the mood to take a shower yet, i killed time enjoying the movie. (i ate lunch first at 2; i woke up at 1. hehe.) i thought that was one of the best movies ive seen lately... old movie for that matter. perhaps i can recommend this to my friends. the competition there was cool. mr julius caesar. to wear the toga (or is that what it's called?) and have the laurel leaf placed on your head's astig.

anyway. one of my friends was not feeling alright since the other day. i dont know whats wrong with him. he wouldnt tell. it was bothersome at first because although i wanted to help, i can't because i dont know the story behind it. so all i was able to say was "it's gonna be alright. hope things get better." he got kind of pissed when i asked for the 3rd time, i guess, if he could tell me what's wrong. "it's not helping" was what he said. so okay. i would stop. and it just made me realize how for some people, although you wanna help, they just want you out of it. the feeling that you want your friend to be alright but you don't know how you could help is quite frustrating. lesson learned: two times is the farthest you can go. beyond that, the persons gets pissed at you. (or only some because sometimes it requires some forcing to have the person open up to you.) right, it's not a prerogative for me to be makulit. as i've told him, maybe kulang ako sa sapok. but if that's how he wants to deal with it, fine. i will just be here lurking around, waiting for that day that he'll tell me what had happened. (kidding. makulit na naman.)