it's been a while.

this week has been a "sleepless nights" marathon for me. or i would like to think so. my usual measley 5-6 hours of sleep have downgraded further to a more harassing 4 hours, 4 or 5 days straight. i had to work on my polsci paper which was due today. considering that i worked on almost the exact same thesis last year in my IR class, it was still a heavy task for me. probably because i was all on my own. while last year's was a collective effort. still, an hour a page? that's too slow, i think. i may already be lacking in some brain juice to hasten my thinking. that poses a sign that i'm already tired of studying and i'm simply waiting for graduation, to make laziness and bumming around official hobbies.

having listened to green day's good riddance reminded me that graduation's just around the corner. now that it's almost mid-sem, i've got barely 5 months (sem break and other holidays excluded already) to give everything a blast. to work my ass off. and to take care of my health, which i believe is on the verge of breaking down. anyway, as the song was playing, there was the simultaneous breathe of excitement and nostalgia. for a moment, some of the most joyous college experiences with friends, the crew- kits, jul, karlo, kat, kellds, cels and jill, flashed back. it made me jump into the conclusion that junior year, albeit the most stressful, still is the best. at the moment, i still haven't really spent time long enough with the group. jul and karlo are busy with their somba (or simply hanging out in their airconditioned-all-day mini-office). with the rest, it's all with the cluttered schedule. no party yet for the time being (one held in kelld's place). no eating lunch together yet. none of the eating out. and the other things that have made last year a blast for me. it's somehow understandable why the current situation is as such, but it's also quite disappointing to see how we all seem to have lost track of each other's lives. or it could only be me. (waiting for kit's reply on my question: when was the last time he hung out with the rest of the group? him: last last week maybe.) i was somehow hoping that this year would be just the same as last year, or at least better. doesn't look like that.

i don't think i've mentioned this before, but i finally came across someone who has the same birthdaTE (not even day) as mine. cool noh? astig. haha. same surname pa. now looking at the possibility of having a twin. wahahaha. kidding. but i really find that piece of info fun. i was told that he also knows 2 other people who have the same birthday. now the reason to be celebratory is gone. for i am no longer an outstanding independence day kid. more and more are coming out. soon, there will be a self-created group which shall be called the children of indepedence day. mwahaha.

i think i need to have the lenses of my glasses changed. im very much certain the grade's now gone higher than 500. headache is now a more frequent occurence (did i get the spelling right?)

so i think that's all for now.