sayang

the only regret i have right now is not being more active than i couldve been in the past. just having read an update from someone about a party, makes me think how much i'd love to have organized/headed such an event. seems like i dont have any more chance of doing such a thing. *sigh* slowly, im realizing how much i like to head an entertainment project. i don't have all the creative juices required of a head of such a project (or anyone who's responsible for things like the design, theme etc.) but certainly i know it'd be very interesting to do that. especially if it were to be a big event. could it possibly be something i can do for my work? so what field handles that? hmm...