so many things have happened in the past several days that i skipped writing on this. there was the filing of application for AMA officership, the misunderstanding/disappointment i had with kitch, the philo LT, the finance LT just hours ago, and the hovering words of 'wisdom' from them, again.

im not sure which ones i would want to go into great detail. maybe some elaboration would help.

and so kitch advised that i dont go for VP (and implied by trying to discourage me to not go for it anymore by saying that he wasnt gonna vote for me). it was such a huge disappointment to know that your bestfriend's not behind you for that. after his side though, i figured that once again he had a point. a pretty valid one for that matter. like i told him this morning, now i really appreciate when a friend's being honest and not just telling me what i want to hear. i think that way, they're being better friends. when they know you cant make it or something's not gonna happen, you'd see they're there to save you the hassle. at least that didnt last for very long. everything's fixed, more than okay.

lately i havent been in the mood to write on this. maybe it's because i dont have time. last week, i was dumped with papers. and tests and marketing stuff, which by the way, until now we havent made progress in.

see? i wanna end now.