Tuesday, February 01, 2005

after several punches on max's de mercedes' walls...

i feel better. it took me some time to finally get over the test. i submitted an hour earlier. when i shouldnt have. i had lots of time to recheck my answers. apparently, due to my recently adopted attitude plus my carelessness, i just screwed the test up. after hearing people talk about it and finding out that i just lost half of the total points, i felt aight at first. then after it kicked in, i got furious. went to max's to eat. twice i went to the washroom just to punch and kick walls. been thinking how i could be so careless thinking everything was as simple as i thought they were. after the test, ive been telling people "relax, there's no point in worrying or feeling bad about what happened." right. i ate everything that i said. for an hour or so, i was just mad. kitch and kat tried talking to me several times but as usual, when im that sentiment, better just let me be. nawawalan ako ng kwenta kausap e. good thing my friends were there though. they understood me despite my attitude. life's so much better (and happier) for me having these two around.

God thank you for my friends. they're just the best.

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