haay.

it was just recently that i started valuing sleep. a lack of it before was not an issue for me. but now, it seems like the constancy has gotten into me. badly. there were already times when i opted to stay or go home earlier just because i found the need for and desire to sleep. unlike before, where any oportunity to be out was taken.

ever beloved friend bernie just gave me a brilliant, though simple, idea for my creative pic for aegis. i wouldnt spill it here but it was surely a cool one. nothing special about it. i just thought that it was something i could've easily thought of. but i didn't. maybe i was trying too hard to come up with an idea that would fit my 'standards'. which are actually vague until now. :) it was merely perhaps my intense desire to come up with something perfect and big. something that would look good in every angle. i wouldn't want to appear as not having prepared for it. besides, it's gonna be a memento for everyone. might as well make it enjoyable to look at. rather than just striking a bland pose when i had the opportunity to do otherwise.

the INXS reality show today, i think, was hot (maybe because i only saw it today and the last performance). the guy who sang "baby i love your way" was GREAT. dave navarro's comment was touching. they both got emotional to the song. "Your song just made me think (or was that 'realize'?) how much i love my wife (who by the way, is hot)," Dave. i should watch that more often. take note of the schedule: WED 10-11pm.

still pondering whether to study polsci or not. must get a b+ in my paper so i can just skip the finals, settling at b+ for final grade. if i get a B, id have to get an A to get a B+ in final grade. otherwise, im stuck at B. which is not supposed to happen. but i would find out on monday pa. so that somehow leaves me with no choice but to study at least half of everything. so when things dont turn my way, im not left groping for time.

shirts and food. shirts and food. please. argh!