3... 2... 1... speak!

i just feel like writing but im clueless as to what im gonna write about. a while ago, i thought of telenovelas but i think that all i can say about is either bad or cliche. not really the perfect way to spend time.

the latest just came in: i wanna go out and have fun. friends, friends, where art thou?

and 3... 2... 1...

my second week at bmw just ended. im still trying to get to know each of the bosses there. perhaps a step towards the realization of my plan, that is to expand my social network. if i pull this off, this would be a very good start indeed. three weeks, which is the time left i have with them, should be enough for me to get this task done. so yeah, work hard self. work hard. oh by the way, dont think i can meet ALA (yes! the Muslim God. ha!). i dont think i go as fast as that. the subordinates will do. okay, dont think that all this is part of one huge evil plan. definitely not. im just seizing the chance while i can. besides that, i think this is pretty interesting... giving this some thought, being in bmw cant get any better, car companies-wise. maybe except work for bmw phils. (note: im only [did i have to put this?] working for autohaus, one of its four branches. i mean, benz sounds nice. [actually yeah, this could be the next best thing.] it all ends with the two. others such as jaguar... damn, make this the third option. next to the next best thing. haha. honda, toyota, mitsubishi, et al. are fine. yeah. just fine for me. i was lucky then, to have gotten this job, though for free.

at least after a couple of days working, i didn't get stuck with what i thought was the most clerical set of tasks waiting to be done. at least i had to do some marketing. sort of. but by next week, after the track day this saturday, im not sure if there's still some more work to be done. april's over. hence the end of the busy month. i dont know what event's in store. and with karlo gone, hmmm, it'd be a bit sadder. haha, calling on mr karlo mortel. you're wanted at autohaus bmw. beep beep. oh, there's still the CP_ but after that then what? hell. i still got three more weeks with them. so it seems like i entered and will be exiting the picture at the wrong time. karlo's was the best. so he got to do quite a lot of substantial stuff. great.

i wonder what happened to the girl who we all thought would be part of autohaus bmw family!!! though in all honesty, when i thought that she was gonna get accepted, a part of me protested. bravado aside, if she were to work with us, considering her qualifications, it'd be unfair. i dont wanna go through every detail with regard to her qualifications. i dont wanna sound like such a proud and cocky person. though my words might have just put me on that state. oh well.

while i was in front of the computer this morning, doing something, [maybe i was just surfing the net using the company's pc] i came to this realization that if i dont find myself in a bank, i wouldnt mind working for a beverage company. i thought that it'd be cool. it wouldnt require me to know each and every chemical found in the beverage, unlike if i were in a car company. hell it would take me forever to familiarize myself with every single section and bits and pieces of that. i wouldnt mind working for coke or pepsi. hehe.

i dont know where else id want to work. and maybe even under what field. i still dont feel competent enough to be there. so i dont know whats gonna happen. or maybe it's just my imagination, that it doesnt seem to be capable of forming this image of me as someone handling a position in a certain company, leading people, and making decisions. the issue here perhaps really isn't my competence. instead, it could be my readiness to handle such tasks. i might be speeding up a bit here. haha. feeling ko talaga.