taking a breather

there's so much to tell yet it would take up so much time to tell everything from the last time i blogged to now. i just thought i need to do this for a breather. been working endlessly. i thought i was gonna break my former record of having only 2 or 3 hours of sleep in 2 consecutive days before with my 5 hours from today and yesterday. what else could beat a philo major paper and an LS paper due the same day. tough. yet its surprising how up until this very moment that im blogging [11pm] i still am not sleepy. neither was i sleepy during philo class, which was something i was expecting to happen.

time's gone by so fast. its less than 3 weeks and welcome back sembreak. how much i miss you so. shit. im seriously looking forward to just resting, staying home, pigging out. life here hasn't been as easy. now, there are some things with regard to academics that i'd have to deal with. pretty strange to be experiencing them at this time of my college life. sigh. looking at it in a different or more positive way, perhaps that has just made my college life more colorful. it's as if i was putting my life at risk. okay, that was an exaggeration. but it's somehow like that, a do or die situation. and honestly, it's scary.

in 4 months' time, im out of the ateneo. damn ill miss that school. i dont know what's gonna happen after graduation. when i asked my dad if i could have a vacation somewhere, he was surprisingly up for it and even suggested that i look for a job there. which is something im considering right now. only thing that worries me is how easy/difficult it would be for me to find one. oh well. i still have time to think about that. but... that could mean... migrating sooner than i had planned. it's both exciting and... weird. or confusing.

something's bugging me again. haaay. this never-ending quest for _ _ _ _. cheesy. emotions playing with me again. betcha this wont last. or id like to think it wont as had been the caseS in the past. but it seriously makes life more interesting and exciting. wish it could be more exciting than just fancying someone.

im kinda excited to get my nano. ordered one and still waiting to get a hold of it. just thought its time that i take my love for music at a deeper level.

*breathe in, breathe out*
and im off.